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Current Mood: Inspired to play Vocaloid songs on the keyboard o^o || Currently Listening to: 【VOCAMASH】Kagamine Len - Alice (Mu-cho Remix) x Nameless Song {{.accomplishments.}} Finished game playing: Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: The Crystal Bearers (Wii) || Muramasa: The Demon Blade [Story of Momohime] (Wii) || X-Note (Flash game) Currently game playing: Silent Hill Origins (PS2) || Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly (PS2) || Runescape -- finishing the Halloween event quest || Muramasa: The Demon Blade [Story of Kisuke] (PS2)I'm not in the mood to blog lately. =.=" I'll just write here of the recent sweet memories I've been having lately. :3 It's practically not holiday for us yet. At least for us who participated in the Japanese dance (Nanchuu Soran) in school. XD There were ten of us participating -- me, Manda, Ade, Neville, Liong, Adrian, Shirly, Jasmin, my sister, and Siti. Almost everyday we came to school to practice. There were always break after every practice, so we had lots of fun! Like, for instance, we coincidentally saw a squirrel got chased by two cats and a security guard around the basketball court. XD It was so epic, and we cheered for the squirrel. XD There was also this one time when we locked Adrian while playing "the epic song" (some random Japanese song which is pretty nostalgic and makes you think of a samurai, uhh wielding a katana or something XD). One of the fun and epic moments were this: during start of practice, there was this one really cute cat walking by. Adrian just said, "Hey you...come here" and even miao-ed at the cat. XD Ade suddenly popped out saying, "Adrian is flirting with the cat!" which sends us all laughing to our knees. =.=" Since the cat was also pregnant, we called Adrian the 'cat daddy'. XD We also teased him about his pose, which I failed to take a picture of every time. =.=" Sometimes we went to school even during the holidays. So, our only audience was either the security guards, the cats, and a certain guy smiling at us from a banner hanging right in front of the stage. XD It was fun though. I got closer to Jasmin and the others, played the old Nintendo Japanese cards version and laughed like a maniac every time I won, successfully made a 'Jacob Ladder' in Ayatori, some hilarious butt-banging (XD), spamming the Japanese class whiteboard, and so on. All of the times spent on practice and having fun are one of the most fun things that could ever happen this year. That's why I was pretty sad when the day of our performance came. I was like, "The fun days could never come again." On the day of our performance, I was really nervous. I felt like going to the toilet every time. XD Especially me and Shirly's positions were in front of the stage during the middle of the dance. Lol. I didn't want to look at the crowd's faces so instead I looked at either the dude smiling at us from the banner (again) and the hibiscus on a hanging banner too. XD I jokingly said to Ade we can "flirt with the guests, the YBs" but I didn't have the guts to do that. =.=" Lol. I felt so relieved when it's over though. I wish somebody would upload the video of our performance! Our costume also had a letter behind it. My letter was 'I' in 'Nippon Ichi'. XD At around 8.00am, I was standing against the wall and therefore accidentally squashed my letter. I was devastated but we repaired the damage quickly enough because 'I' is just one straight line which was simple enough. LOL. I'm always the unfortunate and clumsy one. =.=" We took lots of pictures together too; several group photos, our letters behind our costumes representing "Nipponichi" (we even took a photo of our letters to form "HOI" or "OI") XD It was really fun that day. I wished that day would never end. :"( So, using most of the pictures taken on that day, me and Ade photoshopped it as a teamwork (through MSN) as a present for Yoko-sensei, who will be leaving for Osaka, Japan. Yoko-sensei is a really kind teacher. She always help us when we're in trouble -- she's the best teacher ever. I cried at the thought of sensei leaving us. We created such fond memories with each other. :"( On 12/11/2011 (Sat), I went to Edo-Ichi Japanese Restaurant to celebrate Yoko-sensei's farewell party. There were just several people coming, including us dancers. I ordered Mango Tango, a Tempura set and a plate of sushi. I couldn't use chopsticks so I was forced to use spoon and hand instead. =.=" All of my dishes costed RM34 but combined all of us together, all of the dishes costed RM400+!!! I was shocked -- I never spent that much in a restaurant before. Before going to Manda's house together and parting with sensei for the last time, I hugged with her -- and was shocked to see sensei crying as well! I cried too. Then I played Onimusha: Dawn of Dreams, Silent Hill: Origins, Naruto Shippuden, Ape Escape, and a game of football on PS2 with Arthur at Manda's house before going home. It was a special and unforgettable day indeed. :) I'll upload more pics of our memories together later. :) Pics obtained from Facebook; thanks to those who snapped the lovely pics!
Current Mood: Enjoying the humid weather || Currently Listening to: Someone Like You - Adele [acoustic cover] {{.accomplishments.}} Currently book re-reading: Fairest - Gail Carson Levine || Ella Enchanted - Gail Carson Levine || Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - JK Rowling Finished game playing: Alice in Wonderland (Wii) Currently game playing: Soul Calibur Legends (Wii) || Final Fantasy: Crystal Bearers (Wii) || and uhh, I need more games .-. After the PMR exams, it's not exactly freedom, no matter how I wanted it to be. We got a few more exam subjects, not important in my opinion but studied for them anyway. .-." I also signed up for the futsal competition between classes (after encouragement from friends that we could just kick the ball and be done with it), and also practiced Nanchuu Soran dance (a Japanese cultural dance) yet again, but we planned the dance to be better (as in better, more leg bending -- about almost 90°, I suppose) and smarter and longer. The futsal and the dance practice combo = muscle leg hurting. x_x" Still, it's better to be doing something now rather than laze around all day and be bored out of my mind. Turns out football and futsal are not only about "kicking", it's a lot more harder when you enter the field. No matter hard I try, I can't steer the ball properly, thus sending it to the opposing team. =.=" Turns out David Beckham is really awesome. XD Me and Ipah didn't have transportations to go to the futsal center so we took a bus. We were a bit late -- considering that I overslept due to staying up veery late at night with my sister studying Maths -- and I had to take a quick shower. By "quick", it was almost 15 minutes. ._." We wanted to walk to the bus station again, but considering it was raining pretty heavily, I called my aunty to take us home. On Friday, after school we had dance practice. Or I suppose, we were pretty much wasting time throughout the practice because we danced the moves that we already know. It's no matter though, because I need to familiarize with the dance moves after a few months not dancing to it already. o-o Yesterday, went to Jayrezal's party. Unfortunately, during the evening, I was so tired after coming home from school late due to dancing practice, so I overslept myself. I woke up the instant the house telephone rang, and it's Ipah, telling me that Manda's dad's car was already outside. Fralacking cheesebombs! I'm still in my short pants and my hair was so messy. Total panic gripped me, and I told Ipah I'd be there shortly and rushed upstairs and put on my jeans, sleeveless jacket, and combed my hair. Also brushed my teeth and grabbed my phone and sneakers and I'm outta there. I apologised for the delay and we were off. Watched "Ghost Adventures" and "Stay Alive" at the party with the lights off, and the seat where I was sitting -- first-class seat under the aircon (enough to send shivers down my spine), but I wasn't really scared I suppose. I clapped every time a ghost appeared or did something amazing in my opinion. C'mon. It takes a more gore and bloody ghost movie to take me down. XD Went home late and I was really dreading to go home, because my dad would scare my socks off if I went home any later than 10pm. I think my dad is a lot scarier than a ghost -- depends on the situation. Later, Manda's dad sent me home at 10.30pm. Also, there was an epic moment in the car -- right beside our very car was my mum's car. XD I thanked Manda's dad and apologized for the trouble, and got off the car. I was practically shaking when I walked into my house (it was like walking towards the gallows), and my dad didn't scold me. At all. He just asked me where I went to and asked me why I didn't tell him that I was going there. o_o" I was so shocked I turned right out and walked upstairs to think it over. I was so relieved though. I thought I was done for. o_o'
Current Mood: Happy...in fact bored || Currently Listening to: Mad World - Adam Lambert {{.accomplishments.}} Currently book reading: None yet at the moment yay Currently game playing: Soul Calibur (Wii) -- got stuck at the place where Siegfried has to seal Soul Edge. Not happy about having to start the whole level again. ;| || Fatal Frame III: The Tormented (PS2) || IMVU -- I've been shopping and bought everything that I liked and is proud to say I only have 81 credits left. ._. PMR FINISHED ALREADY YAY!!! FREEEDOOMMMM!!! Well almost. But still. I don't want to think about how I did in the exam. Especially for Malay, Life Skills and History. All were heartbreaking. I'm afraid if I don't reach up to everyone's expectations and I'm afraid when the reality will hit me. Hard. I still remembered so many of my classmates were crying and hugging their parents during UPSR exam. I'm...scared. All I can do now is pray. It's all up to God now. D; Three days ago (right after the last day of exams), me, Ade, Ipah and Syaqira hanged out at my house. Planned to watch movies but since I had no DVD player and it was raining very heavily, we can't hear a thing when we watched the movies on my laptop. So we played the Wii. Played Soul Calibur (my hand hurt at night later due to sword swishing - I mean remote swishing.) and DDR but stopped shortafter because the songs are all so retro-ish. ;| Still, we had fun. Two days ago, I went to Manda's house to play some fun Japanese horror games. We opened the 'Ku-on' and 'Hungry Ghost' on PS2. Do you know that Ku-On was a hell lot scarier than Fatal Frame. We turned it on and watched a clip where there was this one guy walking...and you know, those typical-mental-long-hair-girl-with-a-kimono appeared and killed him. It was so bloody - gewd! Then, well we don't actually understand what happeaned next and then she and her two daughters? put his corpse into a box and she went in as well. Why would she go in? Like I said, mental. Anyways, sad cases. After that bloody scene, the title pops up and challenged us to press 'start'. Me and Manda looked at each other and "Nah..." LOL. we tried with Hungry Ghosts too but we were too scared to open it. Scareeeh. So we started playing Fatal Frame III: The Tormented. Some parts are scareh. Either we chose the 'normal' level or either we're scaredy cats. Anyways, from 2.30pm until 8.00pm, we made it from Hour I to Hour vII. I guess we make good Fatal Framers. o_o" It was hard though. We almost used up all of the films and replenished all of our herbal medicines. .-. There was this one part that made me and Manda laughed so hard where this one ghost tried to scare Rei but all Rei did was stared at the ghost and that was what we ended up doing too. Still, good stuff. Ghost did some epic fail in scaring people. We laughed so hard until Angelie and Arthur looked at us like some weirdos on the loose. Looking forward to play Fatal Frame again. Will also play Ku-On if Manda and I find the courage. Went to school yesterday for a talk on the elective subjects we will take next year. Did some personality color test and mine was 'blue'. I was pretty happy to get blue since it's one of my favorite colors. But when the teacher said 'blue' was a romantic type person, it was enough to send me laughing on Ipah's lap. Maybe it's kinda true but GAH. Fingers crossed that I'm not also one of those kinds of sappy old types, you know like in the dramas. Also, 'blue' also follows their own heart and is also empathic. 'Blue' goes against 'Green' which is always based on theories. Not sure what that means. Anyways, ICT sounds pretty interesting. Chemistry and Physics sound hard. Let's just say all of them are hard. Still, I had to decide my future. Both of my parents are doctors so they supported me on choosing Science stream but I'm still not so sure since I thought it would be all that tough. But I'm not interested in taking up others. D: Just watched My Kingdom on Astro First and HAN GENG!!! How I miss you!!! ="( Wo ai ni~! It was a good movie. I thought by the title there was gonna be a war or something, but turns out to be something else. Han Geng was so hot in this movie. It was pretty heartbreaking though. T^T" Also watched Bini-Biniku Gangster (Malaysian movie). Funny, but me and my sister was pretty disappointed of the ending. .-."
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Mood: In shock || Currently Listening to: Please Stay With Me -YUI
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This will probably be the last entry before PMR examinations and
before drowning myself in notes and books. =.=" 9 days to PMR...somebody
hold meh. o^o" I'm in shock because I haven't fully prepared yet.
Last Wednesday, we had a surprise Japanese final exam. I was in shock -- probably until now. I still can't believe this is happening to me. This is the final exam and I didn't know at all. I didn't study at all either. Okay, maybe sensei told us that we were supposed to be taking the final exam on Wednesday but she was speaking Chinese, so how was I supposed to understand? It's not fair! *pouts* I can't even remember the simple kanji. WTF I can't even remember the Chinese characters/kanji for the numbers! I was like, "What the hell was the kanji for number 6...?!?!!??!?!?!" and in desperation erased whatever-kanji-I-was-writing and wrote hiragana instead. =.=" I wish I'm Chinese, so at least I have an idea. Well I AM half-Chinese (my mom's ancestor; who knows what generation he/she was in...) at least I LOOK tinsy bit like Chinese. Why did I quit Chinese class when I was in my first year in primary school?! Damn!
Note to self: Must study Chinese in case of further surprise final exams in the future. ._.
Last Friday, me and Molly studied Maths together while immersing ourselves in some Panic! songs. Also, last week me, my sis and Ipah rode on Manda's car to go to Syaqira's Hari Raya open house. It was fun! We played the piano, devoured a delicious meal, and watched TV. We completely skipped tuition just to have the whole day (well, at least until 3) to ourselves having fun. XD
Yesterday, dad bought me a black G-SHOCK watch that's becoming a big trend in school that I was in shock myself. He was so excited to see me wear it that I couldn't bring myself to not accept it. =.=" And just the thought of him buying an expensive watch made me feel so touched that I accepted the watch despite me not liking G-SHOCK myself. I love you dad; you're one of the greatest things that I could ever have. Thanks dad, I'll treasure your present. ;)
Watched The Pillars of the Earth with dad on TV and I was sitting innocently on the couch and when Eddie Redmayne appeared on the TV, I just fell in love with him at first sight. His smile...his laugh...somebody hold me while I go on spazzing over him. =.=" Looking forward to watching his other movies. Here's a spice of his cuteness and hotness (and his accent!!!!) in this interview: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DQ6qgx6_RQ Somebody send me to London right now!!!
They forgot to inform us that we have no tuition class today so me, Ipah and Syaqira hanged out at 7-Heaven eating ice-cream. Then, we went window-shopping in Cecily's. I found this gorgeous white boots that I've always dreamed of having. It's RM85 -- in my dreams! Even though my Converse sneakers are a lot more expensive, at least I wear them all the time. Sigh. Someday.
Revised things-to-do after PMR exam:
Cosplay wishlist part 2 but seriously not hoping for it esfoifdgdfsd:
[[ Pictures courtesy of Syaqira ]]
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Mood: In a study break || Currently Listening to: 【初音ミク】嘘つきの世界【オリジナル曲PV付】 - Liar's World - Hatsune Miku
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Finished book reading: A Series of Unfortunate Events [Book the Ninth]: The Carnivorous Carnival - Lemony Snicket || RE-reading a few Mr Midnight books
Currently book reading: None at the moment
Much has happened these past few weeks. We had our PMR trial last week and we got the results this week. So here goes:-
Total: 4A 2B 1C 1 unknown C is so ugleh. Will study harder in Malay!!! Started attending Malay tuition classes and hoping it'll help. *crosses fingers* Trying to cheer up by thinking that this PMR trial exam is harder, because our school standard is pretty high. I think the private school's standard is waay higher though. =.=" We still have Japanese classes despite it being close to the PMR exam. We did an oral test. My friends and I didn't know that we had to choose our own topics so we wrote our speech at the last minute. My topic was SO simple, "My family/私の家族" and tell the not-listening-and-maybe-some-were-because-they're-bored dudes and dudess in our class about my dad, mom and sister. I was stuttering a bit at first because I was kinda nervous. =.=" I was like, [translation] "I have a family of f-four m-members..?? *looks at teacher until she nods* I have a mom, no, dad, mom and a sister. My dad's name is..." and so on. You get the idea. I walked back to my seat and realizing too late I forgot to say "thanks" at the end of the speech. Oh well. Manda and I re-registered to IMVU. We used to play together with a bunch of other best friends during our 6th year in primary school. Ah, the days. It was so fun. I miss those times, wish I can experience them once more. We were so carefree back then. =.=" So we were checking out the 'anime women tops' section and I became goggled-eyed by so many lovely gothic outfits, and even cosplay. We can cosplay in IMVU!!! If only we can get our hands on them in real life. =.=" I guess I'll wear a modified Black Rock Shooter cosplay costume. It'll be so cool!!! We don't have credits though. XD After the PMR exams, then I'll install the IMVU messenger. IMVU messenger was the reason why my previous laptop got haywire. =.=" This time, I'll be sure to download 5 or more antivirus to keep my laptop in protection 24/7. .-." So here's my list of things to do after the PMR exams (teehee):-
Last night, I went to Quartet 11th Anniversary Concert with Manda and Shirly. My sister was hanging out with her own gang. o-o" It was pretty fun. All in all, I just realized how playing music means much to me. All types of instruments were played: digital drums, drums, electric guitars, pianos, keyboards?, violins, saxophone and of course, vocals! Some people from my school also performed, and some were also there, watching. All of them were so awesome in playing music I don't know where to start. Their awesomeness level were too high until I felt ashamed to even say, "Yeah I play the piano. No prob." to anyone. Manda and I was determined to excel in piano one day. One day we'll perform on the stage and have our own fans! Haha, keep dreaming! XD I was supposed to go to Molly's house but there was no transport to go there this morning. Almost all of my family members are busy on the Malaysia Day...poor them. =.=" Later, I went to Wally's open house this evening too. I wore my new clothes bought in KK with a necktie (teehee) and my dad offered to give me some of his neckties seeing as I like them so much. I think he asked partly because he wanted to cheer me up since I was all disappointed I couldn't go to Molly's house to study earlier. Thanks, dad. I love you and your neckties. :) I hope I can cosplay this year. =.=" If only we live in Japan! *sigh* The shop that sell gothic lolita clothes and accessories was closed when we went to the shopping mall that day in KK. Was so disappointed. =.=" I wonder if it was closed for real or moved or closed for renovations. But seriously. Why isn't gothic lolita fashion really accepted here? WHY?! Here's the list of cosplay characters that I want to cosplay but not really expecting to. Sorry for teh long list of my fandom. ._.
Note to self: Will join St John's club next year. Must not miss the opportunity to see my crush in a cool uniform. ._. Queen Alice out!
Current Mood: After-last-minute-reading-for-an-exam-trial and angry-because-people-are-being-mean-to-me || Currently Listening to: Circle - Flyleaf {{.accomplishments.}} Currently book reading: A Series of Unfortunate Events [Book the Ninth]: The Carnivorous Carnival - Lemony Snicket So, I gained the title 'Queen Alice' from Runescape, when Manda and I were on our dungeoneering adventures. We found a 'king and queen-like chairs' during dungeoneering so we fancied ourselves with calling ourselves "Emperor" (Manda) and "Queen Alice" for me - because I said that this name is in the book I've recently read, Though the Looking Glass. (My Runescape name is also Alice. o-o" I purposely used that name. I just love Alice. She's not just your average dreamer girl. I love her. ;D) By the way, it's the most awesome fantasy book ever, it's the perfect book to escape reality. I heard Queen Victoria also used to be a fan of Lewis Carroll's books too... ;O And I only finished it in a day. ;) Maybe I should read other Lewis Carroll books later, just to pass the time... Recently, I'm having one of the wonderful combo celebrations this year -- why, it's the Hari Raya and Merdeka celebrations! Cheers! ;D After a month of fasting (and hey, I lost 3kg! XD) it's finally 1 Syawal, time to celebrate Hari Raya! ;) My Hari Raya celebration wasn't specifically fun though. At least, compared to others', mine was pretty boring. My family and I went to KK during the Hari Raya celebrations. I missed a few Hari Raya open houses though! I feel so frustrated that I couldn't participate in the fun, but just as the saying goes, you just can't have everything in life. I do hope my friends and I still can celebrate Hari Raya together this weekend after the trial exams? Oh, that'll be so fun! Do let's! My trip to KK was pretty fun, except for the extremely long ride in the car. Did I ever mention that I have motion sickness? =.=" Now don't get me wrong, I love traveling, but I get carsick easily. Same goes to airsickness and seasickness...especially that time when I travelled to Australia by plane, my head was throbbing worse than ever. I can't even sleep -- but I did, of course, after During the holidays (apart from going to KK), I only have one activity to pass through almost all the time, Runescaping, that is! XD I played with Manda until 3am two nights in a row, and a night until 3am too with Arthur. And hey, it was fun. I regret nothing -- except that I didn't study much for my exam trial. Whoops! D; Okay then, I'll be opening a book and...start drowning myself in notes and facts...didn't sound nice, huh? =.=" My Pottermore email arrived already...somebody hold meh!!! o^o Shame it arrived when we're having exam trials...guess I'll be having fun there when PMR finished! WOOHOO!!! ;D I won't post my print-screens of it since it's against the rules, and of course, it's unfair for the ones who can't get in Pottermore yet, yes? My mom won't let me go online anymore. I understand, but what will do if I study 24/7?! =.=" But the PMR exam is 29 days away...I can't afford to be lazy. Guess I won't try sneaking online anymore. That means I'll be on a pretty long hiatus. Today was the first day of the PMR trial exams...and this was one of my unlucky days. I woke up at 6am, bad news! I rushed to the bathroom and took a bath, like what, 3 minutes? Then, my sister won't wake up! GRR! She knows I have an exam today...why can't she be a bit more understanding? I went to school, hoping for no assembly...and there was one, of course. Why is everyone so selfish today? Is it fun to bully me and see me all depressed? I had a mind to just burst out. But I didn't, of course. I'm not the type who likes to pick up fights. Then, the wind was so strong it almost blew my papers away. And the curtains obviously didn't like me...they kept slapping me on the face. =.=" Until the boy in front of me snapped and gag the curtains among the windows. Yeah you go and tell them, boy! XD Then, when we received the BM exam, I was like oh, great! I didn't read the novel topic that came out in the BM exam. Just my luck! =.=" Sigh. The KH exam wasn't easy too. I almost cried there, weeping and thinking who can think of these cruel questions with cruel answers. Hope tomorrow has a better future in store for me...not. Unless I can study for the Agama exam, I won't. Queen Alice out!
I always knew that I belonged to Slytherin. ;) --- Your result for The Sorting Hat: A Comprehensive Harry Potter Personality Assessment [Test/Quiz]... Slytherin45% Ravenclaw, 43% Hufflepuff, 56% Slytherin and 52% Gryffindor! Or perhaps in Slytherin You'll make your real friends, Those cunning folks use any means To achieve their ends. Slytherin's cardinal traits are ambition, cunning and determination. Like the Gryffindor House, Slytherins are emotionally volatile. In contrast, however, Slytherins are much less dominant and assertive, and less extraverted in general. Rather than expressing these emotions outwardly, Slytherins direct them inward or act in a passive aggressive manner. Both Gryffindor and Slytherin are much more driven to succeed than the other two houses: Gryffindor out of pride and Slytherin out of ambition. Slytherins are also much more pragmatic than the other houses and more adept at manipulating people. A key trait would be a low level of agreeableness: Slytherins are more pessimistic, more distrustful than most, and more likely to attribute negative motivations to people. So although Slytherins experience a wide range of emotions, due to their distrustful views of people and skeptical worldview, they are less expressive and more likely to appear cold or distant unless provoked. A Slytherin's ambitious nature comes out in different ways depending on what is important to the individual person. It could lead them to try to achieve top marks (if intellect and schooling is important to them) but it could also be directed at social settings or towards athletic endeavors. Take The Sorting Hat: A Comprehensive Harry Potter Personality Assessment [Test/Quiz] at HelloQuizzy
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